Thanks! I am feeling great this morning, the sun is shining, the kids are having breakfast on the deck, and I feel better.

Last night was funny.. he was acting curious toward me, which I haven't seen in years. I went for a walk and he was asking me all about it, showing interest. He asked if on the weekend I had told any of my family about what was going on between us, and I simply said, "no." And it seemed he was looking at me, wanting to talk about it but I didn't say anything. I am weary about talking about the relationship, I am going to wait for him to initiate. I guess I am worried he is going to say, "I'm outta here!"

It's funny, in a way, my doing the 180s is turning me into HIM! (his personality). I guess because our personalities are opposite. I would like to have him pursue me for once instead of vice versa. When we first met he was intrigued by me, and found me mysterious, so perhaps I am on the right track.


M: 8 yrs T:14
Twins:7 S:5
BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013
Mar/Apr/May: MC
June: "living in limbo"
Sept 12: H moves out
Oct 20: reconciling
Jan-Feb 2014:MC
Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.