Going In Circles

[shouldistillhope]

Today is my 9th wedding anniversary. My D will be final in exactly one month. I guess i don't feel any angst or urge to text or call her to wish her one more happy anniversary.

Unfortunately, it looks like there will not be a tenth with her.
Not really feeling anything either way about it now i guess.

I think i have come to the understanding that if i were to wish her happy anniversary, it would not do my sitch any good, so i am not going to.

Hope everyone has a good day.