I need some encouragement. The past couple of weeks have been hard, not exactly sure why, but maybe because the W hasn't initiated any contact for a while. I know I need to detach, it's just so hard.

My brain tells me that eventually I'll start feeling better, but I'm just not feeling it. I'm not seeing the "light". I actually felt a little better a month ago compared to now.

I'm thinking about anti-depressants but I've never been on them and I'm concerned about going on them. I'm able to function in general but I'm lacking motivation and I'm just so sick of feeling down! Anybody else start anti-D's for the first time?

Me:38, Wife:36
M:8
T:13
No kids
Bomb:3/10/13
W moved out:3/30/13
Started D paperwork: 10/14/13
D final: 12/30/13
To a future of love and happiness...