Me again...Well H stopped in and I was nice but not that nice. Made him some toast and he wanted me to sit with him while he ate. I don't know why exactly. H started telling me he thought it was mainly stress, not eating well or sleeping well. Boo hoo who's fault is that?? I just don't how to react and I am always afraid I will do it wrong. H is used to me babying him and I didn't at all tonight. Sometimes it is all so overwhelming. Thanks for checking in Linda. Hoping you are having a good night. I want my old life back!!! And I am trying so hard to do everything right to work on me and our M. Patience! Patience! Patience!
