Husband has one foot out the door!

[chasingpavements]

Thanks Alf, yes the very hardest part of this for me is the uncertainty of not knowing where we stand, what we are going to do, and what the future holds. I am still in shock over all of this, even though I have known his feelings since Feb. You just think you know someone and it turns out maybe you don't. I am feeling so angry towards him right now, but I am trying to give him space and keep doing my 180s, it has only been a week that I have been doing the 180s. Like Michele said in the book, if it ain't working, try something new, because obviously the old way wasn't working.

I had a better day today.. I feel best when i keep busy. I went for a walk and that helped. I still get this heavy feeling in my chest, and feels like there is a lump in my throat... His sadness as well as the situation is making me feel down right now, which is hard because I am raising 3 little children, and my hubby seems to be in his own world right now, it seems.