I have been reading all the great advice you have been getting and Im quietly scared of what reconciliation would look like if it were to ever happen with my W. I think the key is to have no expectations and be prepared for the changing dynamics. Just the other day I thought i had lost my love for my W and then i was really ready to move on. I saw her yesterday and all of a sudden, all that love for her came straight back and knocked me out.
I think DB'ing is like life, everytime you get knocked down you can chose to lay there....or pick yourself up, dust yourself off and dig deep deep inside to find that reason to just keep going.
You are stronger now than you were before...you know what to do, because you have done it already. Get back on those tracks Crimson...the future is uncertain and it was never meant to be any other way. Be in the moment...not in the future or the past.
Me - 37 W - 37 M -5 T - 15
S=5 S=3
Seperated - 12/12 BD - 20/03/13 Still seperated - no R or M talk yet.
