Clear goals and a vision for the future

[Lyrael]

Well, Bill - I am sure you can tell from the title of this post that the evening did NOT go as well as I had hoped.
I think I should have called off plans last night - I just wasn't emotionally up to it. I might be PMS'ing - who knows. I am just really, really tired.
So, I'm no longer fish sober - you know that part where Marlon (Marlen?) and Dory get directions from that huge school of fish? Well, I ate that school last night. I am exhausted today, but I'll write more when I'm up to it.

I called H to make sure he and his roommate figured out a ride to work for the roommate, and I gave him a brief apology, and we hung up the phone. The only goal for today? Leave him alone until it's time for us to play tonight, and give myself a little space to figure out why I screwed up so bad.
Still no deal-breakers...surprisingly.
Hugs to all,
Myrrh