Thanks to all for supporting me when I was feeling the disappointment of a forgotten anniversary and for sharing in my happiness at S3's party going smoothly and a happy family picture.
Have been busy here. Went out to dinner with a friend last night, was really looking forward to getting out of the house and having some girl time!
H continues to not sleep well night after night. Wakes up in the middle of the night with itching fits.
He's going out with his brother this evening. I can honestly tell you, I have given up trying to figure out if that's true or not. In the end, it's not gonna matter.
I really like the new JT song "Mirrors". The words remind me so much of H. I like this part ~
"Yesterday is history Tomorrow's a mystery I can see you lookin back at me Keep your eyes on me Baby keep your eyes on me"
Anyway, today it was on as I was buckling the kids in H car as they were getting ready to leave. I was humming and singing along. Once the kids were buckled in, I looked up at H to see him bouncing his head to the music, looking at me intently. We looked at each other, and had a moment.
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Saw OW at work today. She was talking to a temp coworker, and I felt her staring at me as I walked by with two other coworkers. She gave me a cool "hello", and I gave her a distracted but happy hello back.
She certainly didn't seem to be in a good mood. Oh well!
Now more than ever, I feel I need to stay the course.
New thread time again, see you there
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
Anyway, today it was on as I was buckling the kids in H car as they were getting ready to leave. I was humming and singing along. Once the kids were buckled in, I looked up at H to see him bouncing his head to the music, looking at me intently. We looked at each other, and had a moment.
You know I love this ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ !!!!
It reminds me of the day that the Carlos Santana song was playing "you are my kind" and H squeezed my hand. It's those special connection moments that keep our hopes up (with no expectations of course!!).
I also love the scenario with you breezing down the hall surrounded by warmth and happiness only to see OW unhappy! Wow! Drama! I can't wait for the next installment
I actually thought my sitch was pretty dramatic last December going to within five days of D signing! It was all the drama I ever want in my life!
But yours, girrrrlll!! You've got some drama. And the integrity to pull off a class act!
Yay! rH
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway
