Have you been reading the most recent on Crimson's thread. It sounds familiar to your most recent experience, as well.
I don't think that your and Crimson's path in your sitches will be the same for long. And I mean that only in that your W's will drive THAT ship, so no one knows...
Read 25's most recent post to Crimson. It applies to you in some regard.
YOU... STILL have work to do. You are DOING the work, though. That is good and it's all you can do.
