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I was detaching and not calling. This freaked him out. He kept calling and crying. Says he is taking it slow and trying not to make any promises with her or me that will lock him into a path. He is coming to visit to see me and his daughter and attend a counseling session. It feels he is "fact finding" mode. Trying to gather information to make a decision. If I am detached, that will just reinforce his belief that I am cold, we can't connect, and I can't fill his needs. I feel like I'm between a rock and a hard place here. I know he is still talking to the OW and in his mind I can't compare because he is opening up to her in ways he stopped with me. HELP!