Lost her love or MLC?

[Alias71]

I've told myself to STFU and just come on here instead.

For some reason she's gone through our thousands of photos and has picked out the ones with her and the children in it (none of me)

I don't know why I'm getting so uptight about it. (Perhaps because she looked so beautiful, the children were young and our marriage was truly special then) The tears are welling up. I felt so strong earlier and now I'm turning to mush but why??? Right, a quick walk, a splash of water on the face, some breathing exercises and a couple of songs have eased the situation. A little.


Yesterday she showed a tiny amount of affection for the first time in weeks (should I reciprocate?) and then proceeded to tell that she thought she was "in love" with the OM. She did, however, say that she still had feelings for me and realised that she was being selfish (would someone in MLC realise this?) but she just couldn't help herself.
I stayed calm, rational and quite and tried to validate as much as I could.