been in a funk since he texted me, cant believe ill be divorced in a month......I still want to save my marriage but its impossible now.

How can i still love this man after everything he has done? I really wish I would stop having these downer moods but I guess thats part of the ride.

H:25 M:25
T: 9 1/2 Yrs
M: 5 Yrs

trouble in paradise: 1/18
Big D: 2/10
EA confirmed 3/11
H Leaves me: 3/30
Files: 4/8
Served: 4/15
OW Confirmed: 8/6
Divorce Final: ???