Letting Go & Moving Forward 2

[littleGTO]

Having a down night. Not crying, just a little depressed. Wondering if I will ever be healed to move on and be happy--really happy.

I love my boys and I am SO very fortunate to have them. I don't know how I would make it through all this w/o them. BUT, there is something about sharing your life with a partner.

I so want that. But, I still love my H. I really wish I didn't at this point. So, I could feel free to let go-completely. And be ready for another R with my next prince charming.

My fear is that I will never get to the point where I will be healed fully and ready to give my heart completely to someone new.