that's all. i do not have big fancy hopes for him being the guy he used to be. i don't have big fancy hopes for our r being what it was - (it could be something - i don't think he'll make it happen as it would have to. - i don't see him turning back into a normal person).i am going to try and allow myself some kind of "relief" from feeling pressured to understand, act, figure, etc.
We are our own worst enemies, reading stuff between the lines that THEY don't put there; hoping that the vague, noncommittal comments they make are hints or omens of more to come. Take what he says to mean exactly and ONLY what the words mean, and in a GENERAL sense for that exact moment.
The words we read into this situation do the most harm to us, in most cases.
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doesn't it really say something about the man? -
At this point it is pretty moot! None of that matters anymore! Today and tomorrow is what we have control over, and ourselves!
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TODAY i'm thinking you and i are merely marking time- gaining patience (wisdome of some sort)
That's right, the gift of time! Nero, we are lucky to have that. I read about NLW and she is struggling, I want to drop a house on her xH. You and I are being cared for by our neglecters, we must use this time wisely, as you have deff been doing these past few months. I have never been independent so I need to learn from you, who's doing such a great job of getting out there.
I picture you a strong women. I have never heard of a weak wimpy red head! So yea, give yourself a break and feel the relief!
((((((()))))))) dm
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
