Well this chit hit the fan again. Yep, a little over 30 days since the known EA and the cycle repeats again. Yep she was back in the streets in her car talking to OM Where she could've been in with my kids.

I simply sent her a text "if you can't stop disrespecting us we need to separate". Her response "yes we're separating, I will file for D".

I didn't reply, I got home and just said "I can't do this anymore lets talk with the kids".

We did and we told them the plan for separation. D18 is in tears right now. I just wanna say to my kids--IM SO SORRY MY BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN. We assured them was none of these are their fault and we love them so much.

I'm not made for this, I can't go on while my W continue to cheat on me...every part of my body rejects this notion! Enough is enough I had it.

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.