glad to hear your voice. just a pit stop now - will have to reply later or tomorrow. too much going on- and heading out the door.
anyway- alot to think about. it's all true i want what i want- i am not so willing to just settle for a life of this either-
my brain is too tired after work & mini "confrontation" at mom's with sister's husband. what a goober-
another guy that sure loves himself...
oh well- back later or tomorrow. glad you sound okay & so "fortified". i'm workin on it- i feel alot like you d in general.
i still feel worth alot more than this...
self worth - can they tell? does it matter? who the heck knows.
go, stay - who the heck knows too. i hate him for putting me in this position. tonite tho- can't deal with big thinking.
he's just wearing me down to the nub- i think ow has had a crush forever- i have no idea what the heck she thinks or wants from it all and i could give one $hit. she can go die also- she's less than nothin to me.
h also. i can't get in his head & i can't fix anything. i'm beginning to seriously not care any more what he thinks or feels.
work ends in a couple weeks- i keep thinking one last visit to play with the kids - baby fix for me.
that's all... will check back later- too much to digest now.
xxoo (( )) thanks for honest nput- it's all hoops my dear - will they ever tire of watching us jump thru them - we must be soooo amusing & entertaining and such an ego boost to see us hop.
ya think??? i know my guy is smart - BUT - LET ME TELL YOU - that once you're not talking law or finance - he is a big fool , maybe even bigger than most - sooooo egocentric - & i almost feel sorry for him sometimes. i guess for olden days sake-
