Thanks Linda, AS, jp, and SA! It means so much. You have all given me lots to think about. I am sooo holding onto that image Linda of how he will feel. But according to H this isn't about money they are meant to be together. GAG....and AnotherStander~~ you are so right!! H thinks that all I am doing are tricks to get him back or as he keeps saying over and over "ulterior motives" which I think those words are coming from JW as I don't think he knows what they mean. I like the responses you gave me to say to H.
jp~~ I will try taking a walk or something. If I go somewhere in the house he just follows me. I think he does like seeing how I react. SA~ I was wondering about the boundary thing and if it would work against me but I just cannot handle the "girlfriend" talk. It just hurts so much. I can't imagine ever getting an apology from H. H thinks he has done nothing wrong and he is finally free and getting to live the life he deserves. Your words all mean so very much. Just the fact that you check in on me makes me cry... You are all such wonderful people andi count you all when I count my blessings. Have a peaceful day.
