The fact that someone we love with all our heart is in so much emotional pain that they have gone bananas, but we can do nothing to help them, is one of the hardest thing about MLC, in my opinion. To have someone you devoted your life to turn against you for no reason, whew, that hurts. But I'm still holding on to hope for you my Portia. I hope he walks thru that open door. I'm allowed to have expectations on your behalf, just not my own smile