I am probably taking on a very fatalistic view just based on how recent all of this is and how confused I am, but I feel as if I have lost all of our progress and am back to square one all over again.
At some point she doubted if leaving you was the right decision, so I guess its not a big surprise she has doubts if coming back is the correct decision either. Right? She is confused. Don't give her any reasons to think leaving again is the right choice. Be strong like you have been.
As for the date, I know it [censored] that got cancelled. Take it day to day. Be strong, and know that the cancellation of one date doesn't mean its over. It took a LOT to get to this point, and its going to take a LOT of to get out of it. Expect there to be setbacks so they don't knock you off balance as much.
M:34 W:36 M:10 T:15 D:9 S:5 BD:12/12 Worked on the M for 6 mo before W saying it was over 5/13.
