D has been touched on twice, though very "neutrally"...""if" we D, then"...sort of thing...but to be honest, I "think" she wants to figure out how to work it out. Things she has said her friends told her (that she needs a therapist, that they can't spend too much time with her because they need calm, positive in their lives, etc), her older friend who's been married to the same man for 30+ years and is a teacher and deals with kids of divorce, maybe her family some, working full time the last week or so (volunteering) and seeing what that is like... has her re-thinking things...plus the effects on the kids would be a major concern for her...but I just really don't know...just speculating from the bits she has shared and a dose of mind-reading...lol.
She did ask for some of the emails she sent me in the past before phase2 where she told me she loved me, and such, so I sent her a few "G-rated" ones . Haven't heard anything, if she has read them or not...idk.
And she wants to see my lists of things we have in common, "complimentary differences" and differences that haven't worked that I did for myself from some MC material I have (I like to do my own self-checks to keep me in line with myself).
I wonder if my attitude is due to getting to a stronger acceptance/detachment state, and being done with self-created stress, drama, whatever...I just am going to be happy, trying to be the best I can, live the best I can, and self-creating life as an adventure, either reconciling and it's journey/adventure, or D, moving on and it's journey/adventure. Maybe touching on unconditional love, as I am really willing to let her go lovingly, if that is truly what she wants/needs...idk, rH, but I am not complaining...I rather like me and where I am atm... T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
. Haven't heard anything, if she has read them or not...idk.