You're right. You don't have to. It should be what you want to do, not what you think it's going to do for the situation. I don't think now is the time for you to show emotions to him or let him know you're hurt. It will make you look weak and needy.
M38,H39 M:16Y BD:8/12 OWDB:11/12 S:11/12-5/13 "Temp" home:6/13 OW dropped:9/13 "I love you":12/13 H ring on:2/14 Depression back:5/15 "I'm done:" 7/15 H moved out: 3/16 H moved back: 12/16 Working on us: 3/17