wife hardends heart

[planet]

I don't think I handled it well during the meeting. Unmoved. Quiet. Expressionless. Typical, I suppose. Didn't think any of the jokes thrown about were funny not its the place for them.
Not in the mood to even smile.
I realized I have missed out on quite a few things about my kids. Didn't know which bag belongs to who, etc. Well, I have started to play with them more. Sit and talk to them about stuffs. Trying to connect.
I suppose participating in conversations is something I have to work on. My mind will wander somewhere else or I could be focussing on the tv if there are conversations which is not to my liking. I wouldn't even know if someone asked me a question. I was just not 'there'.