Thanks Linda ans Bluedown. Sorry you are having a rough day too Blue. Thanks Linda for the advice from Snodderly. I am going to keep reading it so it sticks in my mind. I just keep thinking what if he doesn't wake up from this MLC nightmare?? Then what...and I know how much it makes H crazy that I call her the JW so I will just scream it in my head- not out loud to him. I just wish he could hear himself and hear how insane he sounds. I keep thinking when JW realizes she has went thru all his money she will move on. Or that she will relapse. Is that awful for me to think that?? Because he has nothing left to sell to get her more rehab money. H had said that just because I know now that he WILL NOT stop helping her out. All I said was don't you think your children should come before her?? So I have some hope now that this thing will run it's course between them. Thanks from the bott on of my heart for being here and listening to the ramblings of a big whiny crybaby.


Me~46 H~48 M~28 yrs. D-25. S-20