I know EXACTLY how you are feeling and i am in no position to give you advice right now... I also have 4 kids. 3 teenagers and a 10 yr old.. I am living my life by setting an exemple of goodness and i am struggleing because i desagree with my ex-h' s lifestyle. I get angry when they talk about him.. And by me doing so, i dammage them.. I hate what this is doing to ALL OF US ...
