Every time I got this feeling in the past I would snoop and there would be something.
SO I looked at D17 phone. I know it is horrible and wrong in many ways.
I know W tells D17 EVERYTHING.
I am shaking...
Text from W to D.
W: So I sent OM a text several days ago of just "goo morning", actually I sent it 2 several people. Well I hadnt heard from him so I sent another text today asking if he had heard about his job. He finally replied and said his wife saw my last text and wasnt happy so we have 2 stop. I of course said ok and that i was sorry. I feel horrible. but then little sad. and then my brain goes... well I guess I will work it out with JP. Ugh! make it stop!
End.
D went to spend night with W after that text. So no more text about it.
So yes I know I was wrong for looking, yet now I have so many questions.
1. W is still involving D with sh!t that she shouldn't be involved with.
2. W telling D in text actually I sent it to several people (trying to make light of contacting him?)
3. OM W saw text and wasnt happy, so what all does she know?? God I want to talk to her sooooooo bad!
4. W says "I guess i will work it out with JP" Yeah that makes me feel like sh!t.
5. UGH make it stop? wtf, so hard on poor W.
I know I am running on emotion right now, I can't stop shaking. I cant tell W I know this and know she wont tell me.
Right now, I want to tell her to FU2K off and I am not working anything out as a last choice.
Well I am not talking to her, just writing.
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
