JP787 well I was aat the dealer all day long getting my car serviced. but i was out and with people even if i never said anything to them. It seems like i have lots the desire to get out and do things even if i know it is good for me. I jsut feel im almost 50 and I should have friends but i kinda realy dont. I have a few but maybe i am comparing to what or how many my W has. she has so many and I made friends with some of them as well but have had to almost let them go most of them. At this point all i do since i move in with my dad is work as much as i can and come home get on computer and go to bed. when I had my place with a pool i had friends stop by and had more activity with W mom she loves me. as well has W brother and his kids. But now once again feel as one more chunk of friends left me being that i moved farther away and can have anyone over here it smells bad and not good for company.
