OK well today i think was a mostly good day. It had its ups nad downs. but i feel ok.. Infact for some short times during the day i did not think of W. I am more in the mind set today that I will be ok and God will restore the marriage at some point. so do not worry about things today let him do his work in W. I need to work on me as everyone said. many many times. Not sure what changed but I do feel of. here comes the negative but i will say it anyway. I just dont want to ever think the marriage cant be saved at some point and i do not want to forget about her. but that is bad thinking i know. so Im ok today just praying for a better day tomorrow. Thank you God for letting me have a good day today. also thank you for all you here
Try to think about what is was that allowed some peace today. Were you doing something? Whatever it was, remember it and work on doing more of it.
This is going to be a very long journey and you will need to find ways to fill your mind with other things than your W, M and negative.
Take time to read other threads on here, if the stories are not helpful or depressing, just focus on the advice that is given in them. The advice you will find and get here is what can help you save yourself.
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
