The entry from the last page of my first ever journal. The first page was written as we were flying over the Atlantic together as a family on our first trip to Italy three years ago........
D3 is a beautiful 3 yo girl sleeping in her sleeping beauty sleeping bag on her bed in her beautiful yellow bedroom that I painted . Her mommy is on the other side of the country under the same moon doing who knows what with another man that I don't ever want to know.
I don't care and I can't care because her mommy is a flake. I need to step up and be the best daddy in the world. I only have one chance at being a daddy and d3 can only be a little girl once.
She deserves so much more then only I can give. I don't know what I did -if I did anything to make wife run away. I don't understand any of this but I don't have time too.... D3 is a beautiful 3year old girl sleeping in her sleeping beauty sleeping bag in her beautiful yellow bedroom under her ceiling that has glow in the dark stars and planets that she and her mommy and her daddy all put up together during a happier time.......together.
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
