Sorry also meant to add, yes I am getting out at least 3 times a week. Not tonight, but when it's possible. And it's good. Life right now is good. Shame I didn't do this when I was M. Things may have turned out different:
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.