Many Thanks all, good to be back. Yes it's rough but at the same time it's fun; time to find myself. Maybe this is all for the best.
If I didn't have kids I would be off, having fun, living life to the max . But they are the important things in my life, they matter, and at the end of the day they are the ones that need to be taken care of through all of this.
Yes I have accepted, its the only way, if I don't accept I will go crazy.!!'
Me: 38 W: 35 M: 9Yrs T: 15Yrs S8 D5 BD: Feb 13 Still Living Together
I feel like I'm in thick forest, I'm slowly drawing a map of the way out, but not sure yet which side of the forest I will emerge.