Well, she is moving today. I've known for about a month that today was the day. It's sureal knowing that when I go home she will be gone.
I can't thank all of you all on here for the support and words of encouragement. It really means alot.
I am not sure what my plans are for the first few days that I will be home alone. I will find something to do.
So last night she texts me that she doesn't know if she is doing the right thing. Says that she doesn't want to move now but she doesn't know if that is just cold feet or something else. I just validated her feeling and told her that I couldn't imagine having to make that decision but I will accept her decision to move out if she thinks that is the only thing that will make her happy. That is the first time she has ever said anything like that. I am chalking it up to nerves and reading nothing into it. Regardless of what she says, she is moving as I type this.
The girls are doing ok today. We are at the pool and having fun. I have to keep GALing.
I still love her and wish that I wasn't here but I can't control what she does. That has taken me a long time to realize that but it has finally sunken in.
Continue to wish me luck and pray for me.
M 37 W 36 T22 M14 D8 D4 8/2012 distanced BD 11/2012 (likely wants D. Feelings have changed.) W move out date: June 8th.
