Bklyn

[BklynMom]

Thanks snodderly, sometimes logic does not decide our feelings. I am learning to embrace that idea.

I think it takes me a while to come here when I am down because I know my feelings are unlogical and I dont want to admit to my crazy thinking. But its my crazy thinking that effects my mood and that I need to allow myself to feel in order to move on.

Also I haven't been going to Alanon meetings at all lately due to work & kids & life but I need to go to meetings. I need to talk about things that bug me and not let them eat away at me.

I can choose to live in misery or choose to live in happiness.

Ps - My H would never in a million years find me here, he is sooo not looking