Sorry you are feeling down tonight rH. I know how you feel
It seems my PMA fluctuates, comes and goes, but always resurfaces in the end. I think yours does too
You have every right to feel sad and hurt. You want H to put YOU and your feelings first, above everyone and everything else.
He's just not there yet. But I think he is on his way.
I get how you are feeling. I've been listening to the Stevie Nicks song "Stop Dragging My Heart Around" a lot lately.
"So you had a little trouble in town Now you're keeping some demons down Stop dragging my Stop dragging my Stop dragging my heart around"
It is our 11th anniversary. I feel like we've had a lot happen in our life during that time, good and bad. Wonder what the future will hold?
I am glad he has been home for the boys sake, especially now that he his loving to them. It was tough in the beginning when he didn't want anything to do with them either.
Seems like our sitches are constantly changing, and you do ask a good question... Where will we be a year from now???
Just trying to get through this weekend lol!!!
UW, I like to think that all the drama would have to get old. That at first they thrive on it, it fuels their R and their "feelings" for each other. But drama is not real life, and it doesn't get you through the ups and downs of life.
Love does. True love. And I still believe it is there between us.
Oh, and my mom would totally watch the boys for a visit! Someday...
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Thank you for the birthday wishes for my little guy
The latest stop on my independence journey... Setting up a fish tank! Hey, don't be too impressed, it was a tiny one gallon job. But hey, you got to start somewhere Can't wait till S3 wakes up and sees it - he will be ready to go to let store in his pj's!
Well, haven't heard from H since he left for work at 6:15 this morning. Didn't expect to, though.
Going to get some sleep - busy weekend ahead!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
