You are blessed with your in-laws. Mine check in on me too. There's some validation in that isn't there?
Prayer. Talking and listening to God has brought me so far! I have a great devotional app on my phone. One that I received recently was a Proverb that has been helpful many days when I thought I was going to lose it on my W! It reads:
"A wise woman builds her home, but a foolish woman tears it down with her own hands"
I just connect to that some days.
The desire to be wanted is not weak. We all have it at some level. It's a human emotion. The lesson for me as a LBS is to not let that need define me or influence my decisions on this journey.
I vote for Braum's! Your little Bueno trip today turned me into a junk food craving junkie too! I just finished my day with a Sonic cheeseburger all the way, chili cheese fries and a large coke. HA!!! Sooo worth tomorrow's major calorie deficit!
I hope you are able to rest well tonight. My plan is a bath and a book. I'm headed that way.
Tomorrow will be fine. No expectations. You can do it!
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13