Thank you everyone for all your help I'm still trying to figure out what will make me happy. Im starting to spend more time with our two young sons ages 13 and 8. and I'm learning to detach from my situation its hard but I'm trying to keep my mind on other things. I have a lot of work to improve my life and be a better and loving mother two my young sons. My sons are my world and I want to be a good mother to them. I have been going to the gym more then in the past year and I'm starting to feel so much better and so much healthier I have also been playing outside with my sons and we are having so much fun we haven't done that in years. So that is also helping me staying focus on a healthier relationship with my sons. I know its going to take lot of patients on my part and I will let H have his time and space to work things out for himself. I will be focusing more on my sons and myself. And I will keep visiting this site. every time I visit all different topics its helping me to understand what I can do to improve my life to be able to move forward. Once again thank you everyone for listening to my story.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
