. Well send her a message
Odd to hear you left job, you told me during one of the few sessions we had together that you loved it there that you were "happy, there. 
Then to return to the old company you were livid about when you worked for them before, so much so you returned to college to get away.
Guess if you keep searching maybe you will find it, rather then be "happy" with who you are and what you have.
So thats a new job about every two years.
YOU KNOW ALL I EVERY WANTED TO DO WAS LOVE YOU and you to love me and that could have been anywhere.
Yes I shuttered at your touch, or when I touched you but that was out of amazement.

So I got a message from her posted below.
I am sorry this has been so hard on you. It has been hard on me, too.
Some of us are searchers and that is part of our life journey...
It doesn't make the time you and I shared not valuable.
The company a worked for changed and I need a job.
That's life.

Yes I know my message was not a good move. But the response That's life
Is just terrible.