I want to feel wanted. I want to correspond with him so in some way it will tell me he cares.
That is really honest. It's the emotional core of everything you have been experiencing today. Magnified by the fact that it's your anniversary.
You've done REALLY WELL at getting through today. Look!!! It's almost 6:30pm! You are doing great!
You can never have too much mexican food! Take the D's to dinner. Talk to them about your plans tomorrow. Keep busy and then it's bed time.
No expectations for tomorrow. No fears of "what if's" in your head.
"As If" if the most fabulous tool we have isn't it? It provides us so much protection from our own internal crazy. I think of it as "holding my own hand" in the face of fear.
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13
