I'm going to not let myself go crazily insane. Whatever happens, happens. I'm going to GAL in the morning & take my girls swimming in the afternoon. When H returns home l will act as if & hopefully it works. Hopefully H won't even know how crappy I've been today. I'm gonna put on my best face & go with it.

Just giving myself a pep talk! I can do this!

Going to spend some good quality time with my girls until they go to bed & then try to myself. I'm completely drained from all the crying & emotions today. I for sure need some sleep.

Haven't had the urge to text in over an hour! Baby steps right?

M 34
H 35
D 7 D 6
M 10 T 14
Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013
BD 12/15/12