You both had the same reaction that I did. I didn't want to post my reaction as I tend toward the negative.
B, I wasn't really hurt. I expected a no so great response. I guess I am simply more resigned at this point that there is very little chance that he even misses me at this point. After two months of nothing that was all he had to say? To me that is telling. And a little sad.
Snodderly, I know that you really didn't mean to come across as saying I deserved what I got for contacting him. But yes, of course I noticed that he did not even ask how I was. I doubt his reaction would have been any different had I waited until July.
I did not and do not intend to respond. There is nothing to respond to. I just want to re-adjust to the mind set of accepting this reality. Whatever he is going through, his life does not include me. I wanted to believe we could do this. But that is fading.
