Bklyn

[BklynMom]

After a few really great weeks where I was full of positive energy I have come crashing.

I hate to update only when I am down but that is what I tend to do.

It had taken me a few days to even write this post.

H and I go to court this Wednesday and I know that is weighing heavily on me. I am so angry that he is taking me to court while blaming me that I am the one who is holding this up.

Also my father told me that 6 weeks ago at my d3 birthday party, he spoke to my stbx dad and said something nice like even though this is happening we still care for stbx and we don't want any hard feelings between the families. My father in law said well we need to end it as soon as possible.

He too thinks I am dragging out the divorce. I guess I thought fil liked me and wouldn't cast me aside so easily. It hurt my feelings.

Also found out that last weekend he took the girls to his sisters with the ow. I loose all my serenity when I picture them driving as a pseudo family in her car to his sisters. I think it's so f Ed up. Who is this hooker??

Glad I finially came here and wrote my dirty little secrets down.

I love you all and am reading everyones threads constantly, it helps so much to see I am not alone and Also when a positive member of these boards chimes in