Riding the storm out, or at least trying to!

[Raine]

T if you can go through that, you can go through anything. I can only imagine--no, I can't. I can't comprehend how hard that would have been to go through. I'm sorry you had that happen.

No one said it would be easy, but no one said it would be this hard. And no one knows what it's like. No one knows what it feels like for you, but there are so many who are here for you and love you.

You should be hurting,T. If you didn't hurt, you wouldn't love him. If you didn't love him, it would be easy to let him go. Every new thing is a new cut and a new wound to heal. And there will be scars, but it's up to you to determine how often you look at them and how much they affect you. And maybe one day you'll forget they're even there. There will be too much joy going on around you to look down and notice them.

Side crow? Okay that is f'ing brilliant! That'll be me one day! Maybe I better set a four year goal on that to be safe.