PM - Sorry you're feeling these things because I know it weighs heavy on your ability to be patient. I had the same reaction once things settled and we moved quickly into D mode. Just no need for conversation or seeing them.
With the D being official, these feelings may develop more for you and you must be prepared for that. Key is to not let those feelings change your need to be the man you want to be for your daughters and for you.
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Me 42, Wife 39; Married 16; Together 17; Kids: D13, S10 Wife asks for Divorce: 03/19/13 Reconcile: 07/07/13 Round 2 Starts: 02/19/17 Apartment Life: 04/21/17 PA Confirmed: 05/23/17
