LA I can't read them. Honestly can just see who they are coming from once and awhile. We live under same roof so her phone is out on counter and a txt my come in while I am standing there. It is obvious to when she is hiding phone. It is childish. Honestly she could be just venting or gaining support from a divorced guys perspective. I am really trying to stop figuring out crazy. Wednesday she sat and ate dinner with me and watched hockey. Thursday and today dead silent. Not worth my time and energy.
Last night was really awesome at alanon. I was the only male there but I didn't care. The support that came from that group radiated. They told me not to make any life altering changes. To keep coming and fix yourself. I am going to committ to going to this group weekly. It is much closer to my house and a better fit then ACOA. I have a 3 pm call today with my sponsor.
Open MIC was awesome. Another group of people who are just well supportive. My W use to always put me down and tell me I couldn't sing. So guess what I'm not a singer but I get up there each week and they cheer me out. Ripped out some Stevie Ray, Buffet, and the Who last night. It was awesome!
Journaling today. I had to stay home today D had preK graduation. W absolutely dead silent to me. She literally got mad at me because I ran the dishwasher and the dishes were clean in there. LOL. OH well didn't know. So after show I came home with her and D and decided to work from coffee shop instead of at home. Give me some sanity space.
I'll report back what my Alanon rep says today. I'm going to start putting this all in my higher powers hand.
