Trying to stay in it, keeps getting harder. #3

[in_it]

You ladies are keeping me at bay. Thanks.

So, right now I just need to keep telling myself that I do not need to start a confrontation when he gets home. Not to text him. Not to call him. That I don't really know if I want him to leave or not. These thoughts of wanting him gone have been lingering for a couple of weeks. I think these emotions are just strengthening them.

I wish someone had all the answers.