I really want to yell at him. Confront him. Tell him to choose, right here & right now.
Heck yeah you do! But don't. I know you won't. And you may very well not feel that way tonight, tomorrow, or next week.
Originally Posted By: in_it
What's happened to me? I used to be so much stronger. Ready to stand for my M & not let this stuff get in my head as bad as it is today. I was a pro at acting "as if". Am I giving up? Have I hit that wall?
You are ok. Nothing is wrong with you. And you are STILL strong. You're just on the GIANT Loop of the rollercoaster today. Your surfing the MONSTER wave of emotions today.
I process in sections. A little at a time, otherwise the hurt, pain and anger can get overwhelming. So today you took your "feelings box" down from the shelf for a little look. When you've had enough, close it up and shelf it again. It will be lighter to lift for you having been brave enough to sit with it a while today.
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13
