You're being hard on yourself. Don't ask what's wrong with you, you're pregnant, you're feeling a lot of stuff right now.
Let it be.
Women have a strong drive to keep the family unit together when they're pregnant, it's for the survival of the species. Don't fight with yourself about something you can't change.
You'll be OK. You'll hurt a lot but you'll be OK.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss