round and around we go

[labug]

I was thinking about you this morning. As I was trying to settle into my morning meditation, I kept trying to blame an issue on my H. I would think about the problem and my part in it and then my mind would go to "yeah but if he had only..."

This went on for minutes until I had to once again, face the reality that I can't blame others for things I've done and it's really hard when I have to look at myself and say "You were at fault."

I used the "if he would only" excuse for far too long.

Knowing what I did allows me to work on fixing whatever it is within myself that needs to be fixed.

It also brings me back to I only control me.

Hope you have a good weekend.