My company only works half days on Friday's. So, I'm going to mow the lawn when I get off. May take the girls swimming this evening.
To be honest, right now I'm just trying to stop crying. I've been crying for a good 3 hours now off & on. It comes in waves. Also doing all I can to not contact H. I just want to go off on him & let him know how big of a pos he is. He can't even call his daughters at night. There is so much I want to say to him. A part of me wants him to come home tomorrow & tell me he's leaving. I want him to pack his bags & just go away. I'm also fighting sending that letter to OW right now. I would love to text her.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
