I have been having dreams about exw. Not sexual in nature. I saw her in our local Acme this weekend. She didn't look well. We didnt speak since i don't think she saw me.. Maybe they are guilt dreams? I feel weird about feeling happy? Having plans, fixing the house all without her input or involvement? The dreams are usually about her making demands of me? And when I pick up my D at their new home the place looks sad? Really is a nice and expensive place but looks depressed. Maybe is me. Maybe I want her to suffer? I don't know what to make of it. Maybe this is how your brain cleanses itself from bad memories. Just throwing it out there.


M 53
D 20
Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24
Together 26 yrs
Married 16
W Filed for D 7/21/11
Served 9/6/11
D final 8/28/12

“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”

John Wooden