Do you think she never ever wanted to have a family or do you think she would have wanted to start a family if she was happy in the marriage?
This question REALLY woke me up. Woke me up to what COULD have been. About 1-2 years after we got married she did mention the possibility starting a family. I even caught her looking at names online one day. She said that she'd be ready in a year.
So what happened in that year's time? I don't really know. She did start getting into her photography more. She started scrapbooking too. I can't remember if I did anything that would have changed her mind. Maybe that's when I slowly started to "settle" into our M and stopped giving her what she needed...I'm not sure. Ultimately I surmised that deep down she figured out that a family wasn't for her and that the idea of having our own family was simply because I wanted one. WOW...if that's true then she loved me more than I can imagine. Maybe I never loved her as much as she loved me?? Maybe I'm not capable of that much love???
Me:38, Wife:36 M:8 T:13 No kids Bomb:3/10/13 W moved out:3/30/13 Started D paperwork: 10/14/13 D final: 12/30/13 To a future of love and happiness...
